Happy New Year to all friends out there. How I missed you.
For a long time I have been unable to access my account and also missed receiving any of yours. so having managed to get in again I wanted to check if you still can hear me 🤗. Before I attempt to write again. Meanwhile, just be there and be happy.
I feel a prayer rise within me for guidance and help as so much shatter, As hills seem insurmountable , I need a hand.
I pray for a clear head but most for a trusting and steady heart.
Maybe I am asking too much when the world is burning when so many suffer losses and pain, far above understanding. I should say thanks instead, for every good that has come my way.
Do my battles with steady mind be grateful for the loving hearts that surround. Remember that without love and care our souls don’t live.
Why do we make mistakes did the choices look right at the time, did a voice whisper no, did we ignore? Did something glitter that had us in awe ?
Was it easier to take a skip and a spin than contemplate for a while.
Taking time now, sitting by a stream under a Birch and Spruce, I can see that mistakes can lead to wonders to joys that shine and give blessings.
So I feel a peace descending , could some mistakes be the foundation of the shine and fullness I feel now.
Maybe the weave I wove with so many colours created a work of art, just so.
Yes, there would be so many colours blues from the sky, ocean and lakes. Colours from rocks, trees and fields. Streaks of black from the night woven in.
I am in shock with all this relaxation my friend said to me this morning; Startled I thought, how could that be?
Could all the tight knots have unravelled too fast, causing emotions to swing – all lose; Even a bit giggly or softly smiling
As again she could feel, happiness and breeze.
It took a long gentle sleep filled with dreams, Dreams of clouds forming shapes in the sky of walks on soft sand along the sea.
No frightening numbers filled the morning today, just joy of being, simply being alive. To see white doves on neighbours roof and small birds busy feeding in the garden,
Each morning I stand for a while in awe, in front of the windows facing East. I drink into my being the wonder of Sun’s rise; Gradually the beauty colours my inner Self.
As the sun dramatically but calmly spreads its rays filling the sky in glorious hues, Colours that give praise superior to the flight of words.
How lucky I am to share this rhythmic splendour as Earth and sun dance.
I have seen it over oceans, over mountains Over forests and fields, over rooftops in hamlets and towns.
I still dream of seeing the sun rise over desert dunes.
And yet, from Mars, our planet is but a pinprick, pale blue , they say. I would be homesick. Simply loving Earth too much.